awake

how can i stop loving you
how can i stop missing you
how can i stop thinking about you........

I know that i'm wrong god,but..... help me,i can't stop thinking and talking about him.
what can i do to forget him??!

Awake

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
But your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
That's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything

its over

heyheyheyyyyyy bad news!!!!!!!!

oke calm down!
im ended my relationship with arief setiawan inseki (bopeng)

Nggak gampang buat gue lupain ini semua,apalagi 3 hari lagi gue anniv 9 bulan,cuma mungkin ini jawaban dan jalan yang diberi allah,atas pertanyyan yang gue kasih setiap gue berdoa, tapi secepet itu juga dia lupain gue,selama ini gue udah terlalu enjoy sama dia,udah terlalu asik,terlalu anggap semua itu santai,tapi pada ujung nya bakal begini,nggak pernah sedikit pun tersirat di otak gue bakal kaya gini,sahabat sahabat yang selama ini dukung gue sama dia sekejap marah besaar,sama dia,bahkan dia pun marah sama gue,karna suatu hal,semua orang nannyain dia sama gue,hey guys im already ended my relationship with him!! Padahal belum lama ini temen abang gue terheran heran pas nannya gue udah berapa bulan pacaran,Heh dan dengan mudah gue kasih tau dia biar langgen gimana,eh sekarang gue udah ended,dan terakhir kalinya ucapan goodnight buat gue yang sangat mengharukan
okeyyyyyy dan sukses gue nangis!!! gak pernah gue sangkaaaaa bakalan secepet ini,padahal baruuuuu aja gue mau ngenalin dia sama nyokap gue,eh udah over duluan.

Bopeng nya juga sekarang sudah punya pengganti gue,semoga pacar barunya lebih baik dari gue dan bisa jagain dia.

PS: "Tuhan kalo emang ini jalan terbaik yang engkau beri kuatkan hamba :')"

water bom PIK

Kemaren akhirnya jalan juga rencana untuk bernang sama anak anak dan kita milih waterbom PIK,sekitar jam 10 gue jalan dari rumah sama nia,terus ke palem jemput fito,cinko,mawan,fery,fafa terus berhubung si keling masi tidur akhir nya kita samperin deh kerumah nya dan,jalan lah kita ke PIK jalanan di tol macet pula,akhir nya sekitar jam 1 kita sampe dan itu lagi panas panas nya matahari kita berenang!
pertama kita main ke hair pin,well sebelumnya gue paling takut sama permainan ini,tapi pas gue coba lagi sama nia takutnya melebihi waktu sama abangg gue,pas abis main itu gue langsung lemes seketika,haha abis itu main main di kolam arus terus main lagi di speed slide,tapi anak cowonya sih pada main the wizzard yang badan nya tengkurep gituuu, well si nia engga ikut main apapun! haha abis itu main hair pin lagi yang ke dua kali gue sama fafa dan fery,dan gue udah mati rasa sampe berkali kali gue main itu dan yang terakhir kalinya sama mawan dia bilang ayo kencengin bang sampe mati,hahahaha and then itu kenceng bener bener kenceng! hahahaha!!
jam 6an gue mandi abis itu sekitar setengah 7 kita pulang dan anterin fafa abis itu cari maakan nasi kucing di depan ef abis itu pulangin nia,ke palem dan go homee

thankyou yaaaaa fafa,nia,fito,ferry,keling dan mawan for yesterday

PHOTO. DARANABILA

BONJOUR bloggy gue semalem abis edit edit foto looohh.......well,this its i



this is my lil sist


my daily book


cigarretes


SITTING

holi shit

hello blogs.....
besok dan seterus nya kelas 10 dan 11 libur loohh,soalnya anak kelas 12 nya UN dan tadinya gue dan anak anak 10-4 berniat untuk ke bandung atau ke puncak,setelah semua di rencanakan,dan banyak yang gajadi ikut,akhrnya batal lah tuh acara,and now im no where to go bangettttttttt!!

nia sih ngajakin renang,rada males soalnya dari 2 minggu kemaren gue berenang teruusssssss,well daripada gue just stayed at home lebih baik gue ikut nia sama anak anak yang lain dehh..

yaaaa semoga ajaa jadi

well,segini dulu ya guys..
have a nice day

with always <3

DARA NABILA JASMINE

me miss you so

Hey blog!
Im back with my story again! Udah lama ga nge blog sempet beralih ke tumblr tapi bored,hehe

oke i want to write about my

---------BROTHER! ------------

I miss him so much,padahal baru hari minggu kemaren dia balik lagi ke malang
gue kangen ocehan nya dia tiap pagi! Gue kangen kalo dia mau nganter gue sekolah
pasti gue dia sama ade gue jerit jeritan buru buru naik ke mobil,terus kalo di mobil
pasti nyetel lagu green day terus yang pas lagu do you know your enemy kita pasti
nyanyi nyanyi deh, MISS IT!! semenjak dia kuliah di malang gue baru ngerasain apa arti abang buat gue! tadinya gue selalu berfikir i can life without you! dulu tiada hari tanpa berantem! sekarang,gue kalo lagi sendiri suka mau nangis,karna kangen dia,waktu dia sma kalo dia belom pulang pasti gue sms dia,gue suruh buru buru pulang dan pas pulang pasti dia nyamperin gue ke kamar,sekarang kalo malem ade gue udah tidur duluan gue pasti bete dan GUESS WHAT?? im cry I MISS HIM SO MUCH!! Waktu itu pernah gue chat sama dia curhat sampe nangis kejer bangettt,
Terus ya sekarang setiap ada libur panjang gue selalu minta nyokap gue untuk nyuruh abang gue pulang,ME MISS HIM SO MUCH GUYS!!!!!!!!


"YOU NEVER KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH,
GOOD LUCK YA IN THERE,GOD BLESS YOU :)"




LOVE

DARA

im

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend. (its normal,love)
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red. (very light)
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.
I’ve been on effort honor roll.

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"A heart is not a play thing is not a toy, But if you want it broken, just give it to a boy.